Parallel Universe in real time

I have never been in this stage where I have to choose between different paths. I wonder if this is going to end soon. Yesterday night I heard the clock ticking sounds kept me awake whole night. 

I am in my 30's, felt like the time I have wasted will never return or I cannot revert what I have done in time. Does that sounds like I am afraid of aging !? It is like in the animation series I had finished watching long time ago, Katekyo Hitman. 

The parallel universe is happening at this moment of my life. I am trying to figure out whether I should continue working for company A then to company B then ... which will never end, or continue my higher education in master degree. 

 Last few months, I got the offer from the university, but Coronavirus has prevented my plan to move forward because of the need of relocating. Recently, there is a good company with rewarding salary offering me a job. And in the next 2 or 3 months, I may have to choose between this career path or academic path. 

I can only imagine what my future is if I choose one of these paths, but I will never know if I would be successful and happy in both paths. Sometimes, you will loose your patient to know the result, like what I did when I watched series, watching series quickly. If life would be like "flash forward" I can foresee my future if I were choosing the right path. That would make life so simple! 

WISH ME LUCK! 

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